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Sloth and Panda.

Hey guys. This is a 'homies' blog where we're able to rant and express our feelings. Basically when we're down or when we have problems, we'll blog about it, and the other person will help solve it or console the blogger with another blog post. We're known as the sloth and the panda. :)

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Thursday, 9 July 2009
20:14
Dear Panda. 
ahh seems like i haven't posted anything for a long long time. 
finally exams are over, and finally its time to relax a bit. 
however, somehow I really want 6th form to start. I really want to be busy doing other things. 
i really need things to occupie my mind and not just her.
Ever since the exam finished, we have had lots of arguments.
I feel like i've tried my best to try to understand her after every argument. i really do 
however when she does the same things over and over again. it just feels like...
It feels like shes stabbing me. stabbing me in the same old wound over and over again.
shes never said that she loves me by herself. only a simple "yes" whenever i need reassurance.
she used to really care about what i write on the personal msg. but now. even when i put a sad face on. she didn't ask what happened, yet she tells me she cares about me. 
...panda.... am i thinking too much again? 
please help .... i know i need her to give her time. 
but, its like... i feel that i am tired of trying my best (but i will continue trying my best) 
i feel like i am trying very very hard not to care about her, not to think "hmm why hasn't she called today." but in my heart... i know i care a lot about her... not just a lot but more than that.. 
pleasee helpp. :(